Spiritual Roll Call

I am not what I ought to be, I am not what I want to be, I am not what I hope to be in another world; but still I am not what I once used to be, and by the grace of God I am what I am. – John Newton

Here we are folks! We made it through the insane, sorrowful, confusing, defeating—and whatever other negative shit you can think of—year of 2020! Look, it has been a historic year and it’ll go down in history, no doubt. A lot of loss from all social aspects. Some experts are saying we might not see the end of the pandemic tunnel until 2024 (please god, I hope not). Lamenting is definitely a practice we all should be participating in—especially regarding the resent coup attempt at the U.S. Capital…Selah! Alas, if you are alive and kicking, it’s something hopeful to take into the new year. Let’s breathe for f-sakes! I like to share with you my own “Spiritual Roll Call” for this upcoming year. I think it’s healthy to step into a state of mindfulness when it comes to our wellbeing. So, let’s bring the awareness, baby!

Here is my “list” of where I am at with my spiritual (everything is spiritual, right Rob Bell?) life. Just going to lay out some “big” concepts with my inerrant (haha j/k) two cents. I hope it’s of substance and a possible help to whomever is reading this “blog”. Contemplation can definitely bring us into a more calming presence which hopefully brings about a more peaceful way of life (fingers cross for 2021). Enjoy my Spiritual Roll Call!

God

*Who* (or what?) is God really? Father? Mother? Being? Universe? Alien? Trump (seems to be for some but I regress hehe)?The who and the what don’t really tickle my fancy as much as the how? I definitely have come to a place where I see the Divine as more of an experience than a exact substance. As in, how is God moving and breaking through my life seems more relative than the ontological details. At the same time, I love swimming in the Jesus tradition. The story of Jesus still captures my imagination. Yes, that stems from a lot of culture and family upbringing–we are all products of our environment. Yet, there is something still so new and relevant with the Jesus story that resonates with me more now than ever. The Spirit of Abba seems to be forever guiding me—with her wings of love, grace, mercy, peace and justice…oh my! 2021 needs some of that.

Church

Being raised in a pretty dogmatic tradition, its pretty amusing to see myself back participating in a brick and mortar church. I don’t think I’ll never not find this to be hilarious (in a good way). As a person who is pretty anti-authority, it’s ironic being part of a Christian church. I am even part of the members board?! Elder Hathcock anyone?? Being raised L.D.S., the title of elder is pretty cringing (no offense). But that’s the paradox of it all! I found a church that has some of same structures from my past church experiences—but at the same time—it’s doing something way different and reknewing. It’s exciting! Shout out to Oceanside Sanctuary!

With that being said, I get that some people are just not going to step foot in a church ever again (for good reasons). Those who find themselves in the physical church have their reasons too (don’t ask me what those are hehe). It’s easy to point fingers and bring our judgments to the nones, dones and the active. All I trust in is that community matters. We are all connected and I think it’s super healthy to help each other out. And I guess I like how the Jesus commonwealth feels best (shoot me).

Scripture

Can we really trust in ancient stories? Can we experience them in a way to better enrich our lives and those around us? Well, I don’t know for sure—but it seems like in the Christian tradition—we see more harm being done with the Bible than good. But this can be done with anything really, right? I mean look at the smart phones we use everyday? Technology is an amazing gift (especially through this pandemic). But we see the other side as well. Social media is just one click a way to a world of division and hostility. But it also can be used for just the opposite. Kind of what the Bible does, right? We can either take this book and use it to seek and destroy each other or we can let it help us point to divine healing and liberation. I will take the latter. Quote me on this: I will never use scripture to judge or condemn anyone…woooweee!

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There you have it. Some of my perspectives that will hopefully bring about some healthy change in my little bubble and beyond. It’s good to name and claim it once in awhile when you are looking to be transparent, I think? Maybe your spiritual roll call will lead you into a meaningful presence which will produce new heights for this 2021 year. Let’s do this!

Published by Jordan Hathcock

Just a dust-creature who loves experiencing the unknown. Deep, right? Ha! I have a beautiful wife, Kristyn (I call her Kbua) and 3 kids (one girl and two boys)- Brooklynn Brody, and Briggs. We live in Oceanside, CA. We love the beach, family and friends. Always wanting to seize the day and live in the NOW. LOVE a good joke! My purpose here is to show that God is love...and this God is EXACTLY like Jesus (love crucified). I am done with civil religion & empire and their deterrence to creations evolution to peace. I look forward to displaying that true love never fails to give life. Also, dualistic certainty is something that I want to expose. It is getting us nowhere in life. We have to learn to journey through the mystical fog and experience what trusting is all about. Lastly, I am all about having a sense a humor through it all so always looking to not take all of “life” to seriously. In all honesty, I am doing this for my kids. Maybe someday they would like to see their dads wacky ideas in writing. 😜

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